I'M SORRY FOR BEING SO DEAD BUT I'VE FOUND A NEW LOVE :)
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YES THIS IS WHERE MY HEART BELONGS TO NOW
I really don't know what to say. I just hate this feeling, it's scary how much you can manipulate my feelings. It creeps me out, cos that's how important you are to me.
I'm not used to this.
But you won't know will you?
I never intended to let you know.
As usual, history repeats itself.
When it just isn't enough!
When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
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There's 2 malay weddings at my voiddeck and they are irritating the shit out of me. (no racism intended) but it's really noisy. They're like singing songs and roaring their motorbikes, wth? Seems like they are competing with each other to see who louder. -.- 城门失火殃及池鱼. Anyway I don't find this idiom apt but who cares, it's the best I could come up with.
Anyway tomorrow is oral and I totally did not prepare anything for it. Zhenglaoshi was like, "你们有自己练习, 我不能再帮你们了." What! Other teachers got give notes lo, then he didn't give. We're not all china scholars, plus nowadays everyone speaks english more than chinese! ): So going to fail tomorrow. Anyway I'm really scared YOG will come out. Heck, what to say about it? -panicked. 3/1 people got the easy question. They're 3/1 and they got the easy question! How fair can life be huh.
Anyway yesterday training was really strenuous. Under the sun for hours X: but once you get used to it it's really okay. Don't even dare to think about next week's practice, gonna be crazy, staying till 10pm. There goes my Saturday :( Anyway my homework is like, half undone and I'm blogging. Hip hip hooray -_-
My internet going cuckoo already. It keeps connecting and unconnecting itself -.-
Should stop letting my life revolve around you. I mean, I should stop letting you dictate so much of my feelings. I'm feeling more of you than me now. And I don't know whether I should let this continue or stop it now before I can't stop it next time.
Well at least I'm trying aren't I? to no avail
